October 2024

Carcass in a cage

Being caged by others views/opinions, shoving you into a cage of stereotypes and reducing you to nothing.

Hands united

Bore a hole into my skull

you'd see the dark thick ink spilling out

Pouring out like a broken watering can

Out of every crack and crevice that has formed

Perhaps I hit my head one too many times.

Twitching when you graze your sickly fingers against my bare scalp

 

Grating your nails against it like a chalkboard

Hands wrap around my throat, 

squeezing and wringing it out like a wet towel, 

getting those last few drops out of me.

 

Hang my null carcass on a clothesline and watch it dry out,

flowing in the wind.

Talk to me again I have nothing to say, 

no words come out of my mouth, 

no thoughts out of my head. 

I am completely dried of my being

 

Who I was and who I could have been matter no longer

I remain void of a tongue to speak 

void of a brain to carry those thoughts and dreams I once had.

Grip me by the hair and tear open my jaw, pour red inside me.

 

Hate, Rage, Vengeful, Anger

Slather it across my eyes and now I can only see red

Cage my carcass and watch me dance

Over and over

I gnaw at my bars, banging, thrashing, screaming, pounding

Like a wild animal taken from its freedom

 

I locked myself in this cage and now I can't get out

It’s my fault I let you lock me in here 

Now this cage is all I know and all you’ll ever see me as.

A carcass in a cage.





Outline:

An artist is drained of creativity and caged by others perceptions of them



October

  • Spooky

  • Dark

  • Imagery 

  • Anger? —> locked in a cage  —> lack freedom

  • Desire to be free from the SHACKLES of the mind

  • Ink —> dripping flooding flowing

  • Expelling hate from the mouth? —> (where else?)

  • Bubbling Bleeding Banging Bashing

  • Gripping Ripping Screeching Pounding

  • Inner bleeding

  • Hatred? —> self-loathing? —> hate spreads outside the mind

  • Symbolism?

  • Charles Cooley - Looking Glass Self? —> self-image from other's judgement

  • Not angry —> dried of spirit —> hint of anger?

 

  • Great Gig in the Sky

  • Eleanor Rigby

  • Sound of Silence? —> should I go the serene route?

  • Yellow Submarine (John Lennon version)

  • A Day in the Life

  • Carry that Weight

  • Strawberry Fields Forever