October 2024
Carcass in a cage
Being caged by others views/opinions, shoving you into a cage of stereotypes and reducing you to nothing.
Bore a hole into my skull
you'd see the dark thick ink spilling out
Pouring out like a broken watering can
Out of every crack and crevice that has formed
Perhaps I hit my head one too many times.
Twitching when you graze your sickly fingers against my bare scalp
Grating your nails against it like a chalkboard
Hands wrap around my throat,
squeezing and wringing it out like a wet towel,
getting those last few drops out of me.
Hang my null carcass on a clothesline and watch it dry out,
flowing in the wind.
Talk to me again I have nothing to say,
no words come out of my mouth,
no thoughts out of my head.
I am completely dried of my being
Who I was and who I could have been matter no longer
I remain void of a tongue to speak
void of a brain to carry those thoughts and dreams I once had.
Grip me by the hair and tear open my jaw, pour red inside me.
Hate, Rage, Vengeful, Anger
Slather it across my eyes and now I can only see red
Cage my carcass and watch me dance
Over and over
I gnaw at my bars, banging, thrashing, screaming, pounding
Like a wild animal taken from its freedom
I locked myself in this cage and now I can't get out
It’s my fault I let you lock me in here
Now this cage is all I know and all you’ll ever see me as.
A carcass in a cage.
Outline:
An artist is drained of creativity and caged by others perceptions of them
October
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Spooky
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Dark
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Imagery
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Anger? —> locked in a cage —> lack freedom
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Desire to be free from the SHACKLES of the mind
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Ink —> dripping flooding flowing
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Expelling hate from the mouth? —> (where else?)
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Bubbling Bleeding Banging Bashing
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Gripping Ripping Screeching Pounding
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Inner bleeding
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Hatred? —> self-loathing? —> hate spreads outside the mind
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Symbolism?
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Charles Cooley - Looking Glass Self? —> self-image from other's judgement
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Not angry —> dried of spirit —> hint of anger?
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Great Gig in the Sky
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Eleanor Rigby
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Sound of Silence? —> should I go the serene route?
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Yellow Submarine (John Lennon version)
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A Day in the Life
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Carry that Weight
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Strawberry Fields Forever